Sunday, October 09, 2005

Alone in the Wing

The wing looks scary and dark from the entrance.Just one light in the toilet glowing at the end of the corridor,all the lizards and nocturnal insects making the scene all the more eerie.

I am startled by the sound created by my own sandals as I walk towards my room.I feel like someone is following me."Too many suspense and thriller movies", I tell myself.I insert the key into the lock and turn it,the click probably surprises a lizard and it falls down on the ground.I am shocked, given my fear(or whatever) of lizards.It takes a minute or two for me to get my breath back.I look left and right and realise that I'm absolutely alone.Just two rooms in the adjacent wings show signs of life.

I turn my back towards the door and I find the lights glowing at the horizon.The night life is fully on in the city.But here, it is all a morbid atmosphere.It is very quiet,as a graveyard.

My thoughts drift away.The lights look like they are inviting me, or do they look like the lights of an army,ready to attack? But those lights cannot clear the darkness inside me.I have an unusual feeling.Am I depressed because I'm alone,or am I scared? I don't know.

Then I am suddenly reminded of the the little girl I met in the local train yesterday.I remember how she held out her hand to me,smiling at me.The thought of her innocent,happy little face cheers me up.I get into my room and decide to write a blog about the last 20 minutes.

5 comments:

Jimmy Narang said...

aiyyjo paapam
Ahem...
looks to me like your problem ain't horror/thriller movies, but an overload of hindi melodramatic ones.

Oh, and by the way, don't forget, I still am here for you.

(I can already hear you shout bachao! in you room)

Sankalp said...

Troll reading blogs.That's new.Why don't you wrie someything?Only Badri and I have been shouldering the responsibilty of suataining activity on the blog.

Anonymous said...

Little girl ....
Can you define the subcategorization frames for this feeling of yours ??
Are you an inherited class , your base class being SambaThePeado ..

I wonder ..is this world coded in Java ??

Anonymous said...

Maybe hobbit should consider decoding his bullshit for us lesser (geeky) mortals.

tsp said...

I can't believe that its Sankalp writing about fears of isolation.How Ironic , we've always thought of pissing off people and when there is no one left to kick around we feel lonely.

But its good to see that there is a nicer side to him and he too longs for human touch (no silly grin)

@hobbit
We know you're a nerd ,so save the technical
BS.I don't think it would have made a difference even if it was a little guy.

@jimmy
"I am still here for you"
Stop making advances at people on cyberspace for god sake.


@sankalp
Lock your doors , watch out for jimmy ...

P.S. Were you at jimmy's lunch when you went out?