but i aint in a mood to celebrate. say why? hasnt a sem just ended? isnt that reasion enough to celebrate? fcuk, NO!! cos the next sem has started already, crappy, aint it? not the sem (that too, if you think of it), but i mean life. apart from the fact that im getting even more addicted to the campus, and that i have a huge backlog on my project with a strict deadline (and the fact that my grades are going down real bad), the problem is, im still in a "holiday" mood. the "holiday" mood is unique in that i actually feel like sleeping, dont like sitting on my comp much, and want to laze around all day, doing absolutely nothing.
or am i just getting frustoo??
so theres this CSE course called "graphics". if timings of either graphics or LCS change (thus enabling me to take graphics), me and smiley have a bet - i'll kick his sorry a$$ in the course and he swears by his programming skills, saying he'll TRY to kick me :)). i know, a geeky bet, but thats the best we could come up with.
"the band of bloggers" seems to be pretty "activity"-free, especially given that sicas and my blogs have had more posts than this blog. despite the six-fold increase in no of members. this url is reserved at wordpress, and so is another one :)) just in case, ie. mayb i should stop using ap0c4lyp53 and make it p4r4n01d...
this reminds me of a yahoo community of my ex-schoolmates. on some random day, some random guy whom i dont remember (i swear officer, i havent seen him before in my life. take my word for it...) sends a post saying, in as many words, "is this community dead? i think it is, but lets revive it. come on somebody, post something". then, there will be a flurry of mails, say some dozen or so, which say, effectively "we concur". and so the group cruises along merrily until, at some other random point in its short life, the posts stop... no1 knows why, every1 starts writing a mail, and then goes "eh... fcuk it" (quoting russel peters, he rocks!!). so no post makes it out, any every1 waits for the other guy to post. this zero-post weeks continue till some other arbit-chutiya (whom i dont know again) posts the same post ... and the cycle starts all over again.
guess im the arbit-chutiya now :D
[ Linkin Park - Figure .09 ]
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I could do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize
Instead of setting it free I
took what I hated and made it apart of me
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